We Didnt Talk

So we didn’t talk yesturday at all. He was right behind me but I didn’t know what to say so I kind of just ignored him. Yeah my blog stuff are really short but I’m being sluggish and not typing a lot. Oh well.

Tomorrow

Oh god tomorrow I have school again. What am I going to say?

My Crush Problems

I’m in desperate need for help and I can’t wait almost a week until Cupids Crush opens. Let me tell you the story, and then I’ll need you guys to help me what to do next.

Okay there’s this guy I like, for about a month and a half now. But suddenly, word has gotten out and its practically the ONLY thing on my mind.
It all started earlier this week when I asked my friend to ask him if he liked me. He said no but as coward as boys are these days, we didn’t think he said the truth. So I told her to bug him until he says who he likes.
Today he spat out this girl named Daisy who ended but being someone he just made up. I rolled my eyes. My friend kept on asking. But he wouldn’t say.
When we went outside, she still kept to her promise. But another one of her friends, who’s my friend too, spat out that Sarah wanted to know when he was asking who wanted to know. I was with some of my other friends at the time so I didn’t realize it until we lined but to go back inside.
He told me he needed to speak with me. So another of my friend who was behind me let him cut. He asked why I wanted to know, I just said because.
During lunch I was worrying if he was going to ask us again because I was sitting practically right next to the lunchline. Thank god he didn’t!
All was fine until the same friend who let him cut earlier passed me a note saying he doesn’t like me. I still didn’t believe the news and didn’t let it get to me. She kept on sending little hints though.
Later that day we had The Crew meeting. Its this thing at my school and we get to get out of school for a bit and do fun stuff. Today we had like a kind of dance thing. My friends kept on telling me to tell him. But I didn’t. I told them I’ll tell him when we come back. So I thought I was safe until we did this thing called the Cinnamon Roll with everybody there. It was a big group so we were spread out across the cafeteria holding hands waiting to begin. I was holding hands with two of my friends so I thought I was pretty safe. That was until we ran out of room. A teacher put him and a few of his friends between me and one of my friends. Luckily the friend who cut him was still there! At first I was holding hands with some dude but his face frowned so bad I BURST OUT LAUGHING! He noticed and offered to trade spots. My heart beat faster as I had to hold his hand. But we only did for about 1 second that whole time. I was relieved and disappointed. But we went back to dancing and I hung out with my gal pals.
After school he asked for my friend who was annoying me’s number and said he’ll call her to tell her who he likes. She said she’ll call me back afterwards.
So far, no phone call and I can’t stop thinking about him. Also I want to tell him I like him, he said he won’t tell anyone who it is because my friend made a deal with him. So I think I’ll take the chance soon. I just don’t know how and I don’t want him around a bunch of people when I do.

I think I finally covered just about everything. I appreciate you took the time to read about my problems and I hope you give me some advice. I’m kind of new to all this and I just don’t know what to do! Thank you all soo much! I hope I didn’t confuse you too much.

Major Blogging

Okay, got some time to blog now. First I want to start with, my WEBSITE IS UP!!! I’m gonna add it to my links but otherwise here it is http://allauthentichearts.com/ It has graphics and stuff that ppl can use. I’ll keep you updated there.

Today I watched Step Up. Its a VERY good movie. One of my favs infact. I just don’t like the gangster part all that much. The dancing was kawaii and so was the story. Love it!

Yesturday was my dad’s birthday. We went out to eat and got presents and stuff.

So I’m not in much of a blogging mood. Maybe later. Oh and don’t forget to visit my site!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Yeah I didn’t get to say Happy New Year yesturday so today. I’ll blog later.

I MISS VICKIE

I MISS VICKIE SOOO MUCH!!! She’s moving so her internet got cut. It sucks soo much cuz we met at Scribblers Abode. And MSN also. Don’t forget to read my blog when you come back fishie. LoL, if you wanta see her blog its in my BLOGROLL! Grrr, I wish she didn’t have to move. I just can’t wait until you get back Vickster

 But I have some good news too. I got Sims 2 Pets. Very fun, but its hard to have fun with out Vic. *Sobs*

Soo Scared

Today was almost perfect until the humungo thunderstorm hit. Rain! Thunder! Lightning! I got so frightened. I’m glad I’m writing this message today as I there may have been a tornado that hit us. Ugh, tornadoes, why is there such a thing.

The good part of today was that I finally got into a Critique Group. Hmmm, what else. Anyway, I have lots of work to get into so I’ll chat with you later and we can catch up.

Sketching

For Xmas my sister got me a sketchbook. I was all like, oh what fun. I didn’t really like drawing all that much. But last night she was telling me how this amazing artist at her school wanted to become a graphic designer. I wanted to too and I told her that. She then went on about how art teaches you a lot more than just drawing at school. I tried to consider this and I wondered if I would take the class or not.

Before I went to bed, I took out a random magizine and my sketchbook with a pencil. I tried drawing a women with wrinkles at all the right spot. When i was done, it turned out pretty cool. Except she looked somewhat older than she should have. I would show you but I don’t have a scanner nor camera. I think I just might take art in High School.

New Year

Tis the 28th of December. New Year is coming up soon! 2007, how lovely that name sounds. I have a feeling it’ll be lucky. I don’t know why, but maybe its because of the 7 in the number. As they say, “Lucky Number Seven!” Although I think my  lucky number is 20, the day I was born. But I need more life experience to choose. I should begin my New Year’s Resoulution list, so here is what I have so far.

• Finish My Sim Story, Days Go By
• Get All The Sims 2 Expansions
• Make my Website Sucessful
• Draw more People to My WordPress and Site

Thats pretty much it so far. But I’ll keep you updated, I just need to think of some more. Hehe

Rammmble

Ok. I’m very bored on this clear day. Hmmm, maybe I should spend it outside. But Nahhh, the computer is a soo much better to spend it. If you couldn’t tell by now, I’m a pretty independent person. I’d rather work by myself than in a group. Its not that I think I’m smarter (well kinda) but its just a little hard getting to trust people. The most trustworthy people I find are my family and some of my friends. Yes Scribblers friends, some of you are included. But since, for sure I can trust myself, thats the way I go.

James Blunt rocks my socks! My uncle came recently and he gave our computer all of his songs from Back To Bedlam. Werid title saying it like this. How do you say Bedlam anyway? Something I need to figure out huh.

My mom is gonna take me to the new library today. I want to check out some books on web design. Or computer stuff in general. I can’t wait though cuz this new one is 4 stories high! Pretty cool. Lots of computers I ‘m guessing. LoL, but I’ll much rather stay on my own. They must have gotten a lot of new books because the old one was very tiny. About the size of the store Claires. Maybe a bit bigger, but not much.

Madeeha, a pal on Scribblers showed me this one totally awesome site! Tis called radioblogclub.com. You can listen to almost any song for free! Very kawaii. You can also put them on your blog, but somebody has gotta show me how because I totally don’t understand.

I’m going to go hang on Scribblers Abode for a little while now. BL (Blog Later)