
My Crush Problems
January 26, 2007I’m in desperate need for help and I can’t wait almost a week until Cupids Crush opens. Let me tell you the story, and then I’ll need you guys to help me what to do next.
Okay there’s this guy I like, for about a month and a half now. But suddenly, word has gotten out and its practically the ONLY thing on my mind.
It all started earlier this week when I asked my friend to ask him if he liked me. He said no but as coward as boys are these days, we didn’t think he said the truth. So I told her to bug him until he says who he likes.
Today he spat out this girl named Daisy who ended but being someone he just made up. I rolled my eyes. My friend kept on asking. But he wouldn’t say.
When we went outside, she still kept to her promise. But another one of her friends, who’s my friend too, spat out that Sarah wanted to know when he was asking who wanted to know. I was with some of my other friends at the time so I didn’t realize it until we lined but to go back inside.
He told me he needed to speak with me. So another of my friend who was behind me let him cut. He asked why I wanted to know, I just said because.
During lunch I was worrying if he was going to ask us again because I was sitting practically right next to the lunchline. Thank god he didn’t!
All was fine until the same friend who let him cut earlier passed me a note saying he doesn’t like me. I still didn’t believe the news and didn’t let it get to me. She kept on sending little hints though.
Later that day we had The Crew meeting. Its this thing at my school and we get to get out of school for a bit and do fun stuff. Today we had like a kind of dance thing. My friends kept on telling me to tell him. But I didn’t. I told them I’ll tell him when we come back. So I thought I was safe until we did this thing called the Cinnamon Roll with everybody there. It was a big group so we were spread out across the cafeteria holding hands waiting to begin. I was holding hands with two of my friends so I thought I was pretty safe. That was until we ran out of room. A teacher put him and a few of his friends between me and one of my friends. Luckily the friend who cut him was still there! At first I was holding hands with some dude but his face frowned so bad I BURST OUT LAUGHING! He noticed and offered to trade spots. My heart beat faster as I had to hold his hand. But we only did for about 1 second that whole time. I was relieved and disappointed. But we went back to dancing and I hung out with my gal pals.
After school he asked for my friend who was annoying me’s number and said he’ll call her to tell her who he likes. She said she’ll call me back afterwards.
So far, no phone call and I can’t stop thinking about him. Also I want to tell him I like him, he said he won’t tell anyone who it is because my friend made a deal with him. So I think I’ll take the chance soon. I just don’t know how and I don’t want him around a bunch of people when I do.
I think I finally covered just about everything. I appreciate you took the time to read about my problems and I hope you give me some advice. I’m kind of new to all this and I just don’t know what to do! Thank you all soo much! I hope I didn’t confuse you too much. 


well dear blogger,
i guess no one can advice in somebody else’s matters but just a hint of it:
well i guess u shud enjoy the moment as it is… like u see enjoy the waiting part and then enjoy when the wait is over… so everything has its own essence in it… like i give u mine example… i enjoy happy moments and sadness as well… its fun… and i even try to enjoy when i have nothing to do at all…
so thats the point… life is not gonna change if u indulge urself in to certain kind of feelings like depression so why not to be happy and contended all the time…
tc
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